#3-Can't sleep [During Atem/Akefia Duel]

[whitewizardboy]

It's late into the night, and I know that I should be sleeping but...

It feels like something is wrong...my chest hurts...I'm sweating even though room is cool... my hands are even shaking as I write this entry.

I just can't get over the fact that I feel that something is wrong... very wrong..

The duel... that's what I must be feeling... Yuugi-kun and the others had a feeling that Akefia would play a Yami no Game with Atem-san...I can feel my insides run cold at the thought of those horrid games...

He wouldn't...would he?

I don't know what to think... I should just probably get a glass of water and go back to bed, but I feel like I can barely move. It feels as if time has stopped. My hand touches my heart, without even realizing it.

Akefia...

Would you really go that far? To rid yourself of your pain? Isn't there another way?

Is there anything I can do? To stop you... To let you know that I want to help... That you don't have to keep blaming yourself...

Well... there's really no need to make myself sick with worry. I doubt I'll know anything before morning anyway...

I just can't shake this feeling...

Going back to bed now... though I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight...

Comments

[hokkyoku.livejournal.com]

Is everything alright?
What's this talk of dueling? Is there an after class fight going on?

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

Sensei!

Umm...

Uhh... no?

[OOC: He's a terrible liar when surprised XD]

[hokkyoku.livejournal.com]

What's going on?

[Leiko is wishing she could use her yoki through the internet...]

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

N-nothing! N-Nothing's going on...

[hokkyoku.livejournal.com]

If there are students in danger, I should go put a stop to it. Tell me what's happening.

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

N-no one's in danger, Sensei... Just some friends getting together to play Duel Monsters...^^;

It's just late... and I'm a little worried ^^;

[hokkyoku.livejournal.com]

You don't seem to be certain...

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

...

[seph-saevam.livejournal.com]

You realise anyone who can read can read this right?

If you want to know the answers to these questions, why don't you just ask this person face to face?

Or are you too scared for that?

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

*doesn't know how to respond* *quiet for a moment* He's kind of busy at the moment...

[seph-saevam.livejournal.com]

Then surely better than telling the entire school your feelings... would it not be better to wait for him?

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

I'm... not completely sure he's going to come back...

[seph-saevam.livejournal.com]

Why?

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

He's... doing something that he's wanted to do for a long time... so that he can find peace within himself...

Who am I to stop him?

[seph-saevam.livejournal.com]

Then... who are you to complain about it now?

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

...

[polite-riceball.livejournal.com]

Are you okay, sir-san? I could come bring you some tea to help. When I can't sleep some tea always help me to get a bit tired.

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

*tired smile* Thank you, but no. I don't believe we've met. What's your name?

[polite-riceball.livejournal.com]

I'm Tohru Honda, pleased to meet you sir-san. You are?

[whitewizardboy.livejournal.com]

Bakura Ryou. It's nice to meet you too.