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It's late into the night, and I know that I should be sleeping but...

It feels like something is wrong...my chest hurts...I'm sweating even though room is cool... my hands are even shaking as I write this entry.

I just can't get over the fact that I feel that something is wrong... very wrong..

The duel... that's what I must be feeling... Yuugi-kun and the others had a feeling that Akefia would play a Yami no Game with Atem-san...I can feel my insides run cold at the thought of those horrid games...

He wouldn't...would he?

I don't know what to think... I should just probably get a glass of water and go back to bed, but I feel like I can barely move. It feels as if time has stopped. My hand touches my heart, without even realizing it.


Would you really go that far? To rid yourself of your pain? Isn't there another way?

Is there anything I can do? To stop you... To let you know that I want to help... That you don't have to keep blaming yourself...

Well... there's really no need to make myself sick with worry. I doubt I'll know anything before morning anyway...

I just can't shake this feeling...

Going back to bed now... though I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight...

whitewizardboy: (Lonesome Ryou)

Well, I’ve only been here a few days, but it has been an experience.

First is my roommate, Jounouchi. He and Kaiba-san have seemed to found each other at this school. Their dislike for each other seems to be as strong as it ever was. It almost makes me wish that the two rarely meet while they go to this school. I know it sounds like a horrible thing to say, but it feels appropriate in their “situation”. They’d probably tear each other apart if left alone for an extended period of time. ^^;

Yuugi -kun seems all right, which is good to know. He was one of my first friends in a long time, so I wish the best on him. I also met his darker half, Atem. I think I remember seeing him once when he and my darker half were battling for control of our souls (ours being mine and my new found friends) and the Puzzle. He also seems a lot different from what I can remember of him. Within that particular duel, he looked confident and strong, ready to take on any challenge (but that didn’t make him arrogant in any way, just confident). Something seems a bit different. He still has his moments when he looked he could rule a kingdom, having that sort of confidence; but there are moments when he seems shy and awkward- like normal teenagers. That may come from my inexperience with him, but maybe that will go away once we get to know each other better. ^^;

Piper-san is certainly different. In a way, she kind of reminds me of my darker half, proud to a fault. But there also seems to be a bit of something darker underneath. Like she’s been hurt before, but she’s struggling to hide it. I certainly hope it gets better for her, whatever the problem is…

I think my biggest surprise was seeing my darker half alive and well in physical form. Well… more or less in a form that doesn’t look like an evil version of me. ^^; Don’t get me wrong, he still sort of looks like me, but there are some definite differences this time. For one, he has a tan that I could only dream of. I know that he is originally from Egypt, like Atem, but… still, I get jealous :p

He’s certainly taller than I am, which isn’t really saying much, since I’ve never really had a problem with my height before (Jounouchi, Honda-san, and Kaiba-san are all taller than I am, and I’m taller than Yuugi-kun ^^; )

I think the biggest change in him, other than physical appearance, was his change in personality. Sure, he’s as prideful and arrogant as ever, but there seems to be a gentler side to him. Not that he’d ever admit to it --probably not even on pain of death ^^; -- but I can definitely see it. It’s a welcome change from the way he used to be. Maybe it’s because most of his wickedness has gone, that need for vengeance and blood, is almost gone.

I say almost because he wouldn’t be himself without his bite ^^; Bloodlust is still one of his main personality traits, but even that has gone down. I guess he kind of reminds me of an older lion, wise in his age, but still willing to put up a fight if the occasion arises.

Well, I’d better stop now because I have classes soon and I don’t want to be late. ^^;

I’ll write again soon.

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Shy Ryou-Journal Entry #1

Well, it’s my first day at school. There are so many people; it’s hard to keep track of everyone.  Goodness, there are a lot of people here. Most of them seem to be looking onto something, mesmerized. It’s kind of like people looking onto a car accident scene.

I certainly hope it wasn’t anyone from the school, because that would be very tragic. Especially if anyone was hurt. That would make it worse.

I took a closer look and noticed that it was part of a motorcycle. Not sure which one, since I have practically no knowledge of the mechanics of these things, but it seems like part of the body was badly scratched up, like it skidded across the pavement. I’d feel sorry for the person that had to repair that machine. It looked well made--from my limited knowledge—and I can barely read the inscription. “King of-“ the rest was too scratched to read.

It’s kind of sad to see such a beautiful piece totaled like that. *sigh*

I better go to the main office now to find my room assignment. Keep thinking positively, Ryou. You’ll do better this time around.

Oh! I’m with Jounouchi! I wonder what he’s doing here. Well, it is nice to see one familiar face ^^


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